I never had a male in my life. Not a dad, not a boyfriend, and never a brother. The only sibling I have is my older sister who never talks to me. I'm so lonely. I hang out with my mom often, but she is really busy because she is the only one supporting us. All I do is sit on my tablet all day. People say I need to talk more but I have no one to talk to. I'm also bored with having an older sister because she seems more into friends and school than she is to me. Younger siblings never appealed to me because I know I'm not a good role model. My cousin has an older brother and they seem to have a better closer relationship than me and my sister. I want what they have.