I was raised christian, but at age twelve (I believe) I decided that I was atheist, which I was not. Soon after I believed that i was agnostic, because I have been unable to find a religion that was believable. I feel that all religions are imperfect, since they are man made. I thought that i believed in a supreme being / god, but recently I realized that this was not the case. At a young age, whenever I tried to pray, i would start and finish each prayer with something along the lines of "if you're real". I then realized that there's a large difference between believing in something and hoping / wishing it were true. I don't believe there is a god. But i also don't believe that we just up and disappear once we die. I believe in spirits, and I've been pondering reincarnation. I'm just not sure yet. But i hope, god do I hope, that we don't just stop existing.