Today I was on my computer looking for a movie to watch while my fiance was in the shower, I went into the player and it said play current playlist so I said yes I thought it was the movie....
It was a girl giving guy head! I have never watched porn before! I was horrified!

When my partner came out of the shower I asked him how it got there he lied and said it must have been there for years... That was impossible all the data was erased from the computer and re formatted.

So I stated that to him he denied it again.

Why would he lie? When I thought about it more I thought it must be wrong for him to lie about it.

I never thought I was ugly until now! When I go out I always get told I'm beautiful. I have reasonable sized breasts C. I have thought about getting breast implants for him but I like my boobs! I also take pride in hair and beauty. I don't Know how to feel! I feel disgusted when he touches me I feel like I'm going to vomit!

I don't want to feel this way but I can't help it! What can I do to make him think I am beautiful!

I have sex when ever he wants it and for the " time of the month " he taught me how to give oral. When we have sex I try new positions and we always orgasm at the same time.

I have never had sex with anyone else is that why? Please help! :(