I feel very alone my past is not an easy one. I was bullied in middle school and the few friends I had turned out to be fake so I ended up walking alone all through out high school. I was trying to find a clique to fit in with but found a lot of cliques were really tight and formed. I come from a town that is pretty cliquey and snotty and it really takes a certain personality to fit in right. I feel like the only other people at my high school who were to have accepted me would have been kids who were at the bottom of the food chain and were severe nerds and outcasts based on my past of being in middle school when I didn't care what people thought of me much that lead me to teasing and what not. They seemed to gravitate to me though and would ask me to hang out and I would agree to just because I didn't have much going on on the weekends in high school and my mom would push me to get out and do something so I would say yes to them and try to make the best of it even though I didn't want to really be apart of them. I am out of high school now and I'm now in the real world I'm trying to find myself and how all this bullying teasing and my reputation building up to be what it was back then effects who I am today and who I can be. Has anyone else felt this way after looking back at their high school life? Is it normal to feel like no one else had experienced what you experienced being who they were in high school?