I'm 18 and my boyfriend is 16. I really like him, he's from another city in my country and we see each other once a month and for like 3 weeks during the summer. I never cheated on him but sometimes other guys want me to hold hands with them or kiss me on my cheek and I never say no, even though I don't love them. My boyfriend is getting tired of it and I am really afraid of losing him. I can't find the reason why I go with the flow of others if I like him and I just hurt myself and the person I care most. I want to stop being like this. What should I do to gain my bf's trust again? What's wrong with me???