So, i think I'm depressed, i feel like everyone hates me and i just don't care anymore about anything, i feel like I'm nothing, the only person who seems to actually love and pay attention to me is my boyfriend and best friend, but neither of them know exactly how hurt i feel. At school I'm a topic of discussion all the time, everything they talk about... it's annoying.....they make up so much rumors about me :( it hurts
not to be vain, but i am very pretty and I'm one of the top students in class, I'm quite intelligent............when my few friends actually realize that the rumors bother me they say people just envy me.........idk maybe but i can't take it anymore, because of this i have a really love self confidence, and i would normally turn to my family in times like this but they're the same way, my parents told me already that im a familly embarrassment. they say stuff like that cause i wont lie, i am a bit anit soical at big family gatherings, thats because I'm afraid, i want to be feel accepted and loved but i don't want to get hurt so i tend to put up this wall to protect myself............... idk what to do anymore i just wanna give up ........ :(
What should I do to change my life around and be happy?
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dont give up. life is to short to give up. and im sure everyone cares its just that they are afraid or just dont know how to show how much they love you.i feel like you sometimes and i also feel like giving up. sometimes i wish that my life would just end.but then i think about the people in ym life that show me they care and i think about what things would be for them if i was gone.i like you are very quit and anti social in family gatherings because i feel left out and alone but i know that they love me even though sometimes they say things they dont mean. my advise to you would.dont listen to them.one day they will realize what a great person you are and they will be sorry for treating you the way they did...dont let them affect you. but if you want to talk more right to me dailylondono@yahoo.com and ill be happy to liston to what you have to say.
Ok, why do you even care what they think? If they're not your friends why should you give second glance? For example when a bunch of my "friends" turned on me and made up stuff and i would just laugh, because its kinda funny when you think of it.... that they would waste their time and lives talking about me even though we're not friends. Think of it in a positive way, that they are so jealous of you and care about you so much that they would make up those rumors. And just talk to people you'll be amazed at what happens.
well i go through the same thing you are going through, but i realize that people say all kind of mean stuff just to get under your skin. but its up to you not to allow things like that to get you down.keep your head up and rise above wat people think about or say bout you. remember your worth much more than that and that you are special, and unique.
just be you and keep smiling even when things look bad just keep a smile on your face, and remember that you can make it.
Sweety...... Darling.... First accept yourself the way you are prior to feeling about other.. In this world no one is intrested in other, the winners are those who are self consicious and accept fully themselves in the way they are.....
Hope you will understand the life sooner....
Good Luck
Hi Sweet16
I no you posted this over 3 months ago so you might not read this thread. I just wanted to say 5 years ago I was just like you I droped out of school because I was fed up of alll the wispering and bitching behind my back. I also had problems at home and life really did feel like a constant pain I spent years feeling like this and thought that this was how my life would be. But my life changed so quickly I met my husband at a work placement I met him at 17 at 18 we got married at 20 I had my little boy he is now 1 and so lovely. I also tuck home study courses and achived my degree at the age of 19 and masters at 20 much sooner than if I had gone to collage. SO PLEASE dont give up I have been there and trust me there is always somthing around the courner and some were in another place there is some one who feels just like you do your never alone. Keep thinking to the future and you will be fine we are all destend for grate things and you are no different. I hope this helps I wish someone had told me this when I was young
What a way to encourage others, Bravo to you, well done !