I don't know, but I often feel that I always annoy people and that they're just being nice to not say it. I know that I am the ugliest person in my school, probably the fattest and heaviest girl, and the one with the worst body shapes. I have the ugliest face and I am very awkward. I feel like everyone hates me in some sort of way, either I'm annoying or else I'm just always in the way, I feel like I'm the stupidest when we're supposed to work in groups and I have a terrible personality.

I feel sorry for my crush to be loved by someone as terrible as me, I would never be able to confess. It would humiliate him throughout the entire school, and I know he deserves 1000 times better. When we sing in chorus (required in the school), I always feel terrible for the people around me for singing so loud when I know it sounds awful. I probably annoy them a lot.

I feel bad for my sister too, to have such an ugly sister as me when she is so beautiful herself. I feel like a disgrace at home too, being as fat and ugly as me. I feel like my mom deserves better than this.


All in all, I think I just might have a problem. It may be normal for a teen to feel this way though. I don't know. Can someone tell me if this is normal?