I have little to no self esteem despite being one, if not, the best in my grade level. I have friends and a good life, it's just that I never 'believe' in myself. Everything I do, whether it be an essay for English, art, a sport, etc. I think it's absolutely horrid and that I'm awful. I absolutely hate everything I have ever made, and have never been proud of myself. I know I need to shake the habit, but I just can't stop bringing myself down. How can I fix my outlook on myself?