I'm 14 & all my life ive been fat. Ive been insecure all my life & I hate myself. Ive been trying to loose weight b eating healthy & working out since late May. Everyone tells me I look like I've lost weight but I don't see it. I feel guilty everytime I eat and I basically verbally abuse myself. Im at a point where I'm so desperate to loose weight I'm willing to starve myself. I want to loose weight FAST before school starts. I sat in my bathroom crying for 20min tonight and then attempted to make myself throw up twice. It wouldn't work. I want to try it again but I don't know if I should. Is there another FAST way to loose weight? (Ive got about 2 months left) please don't leave rude comments & judge me because you don't know what ive been through. And I just want to fit in & feel beautiful for once. Please help ? :/