As you may not know I'm autistic. I have a lot of problems facing my emotions. I feel sluggish all the time and I don't feel like doing anything. I am so behind my personal hygiene and healthy eating. I don't shower often and I just started to brush my teeth again. My mother didn't like how I was acting, so she tried to get out of bed more often. But for some reason, it makes me mad. Every time she brings it up, it makes wanna cry. Especially when I'm trying to do my chores. She always tells me that I'm lazy and I don't want to do anything. She always asks me what will happen to me when she dies, She's worried about me. I tried to get out to bed and do something around the house, but I just feel bored. I used to have someone to take me out shopping, to the art gallery and other areas, I just can't because I'll be wasting my money. I would love to go out again but the funds. I can't afford to go out to the pool or somewhere just because of travel fees. I don't know what to do. Can you help me out? I don't hate my mother, don't attack her, please.