I'm 11 and my mom has had mental problems pretty much my whole life. In 2011 my parents got divorced and got shared custody. My mom would yell at us every day. My brother has ceribal palsey so he cant walk or talk. My mom was over doseing him (and sometimes me) with Tylonal. She wouldn't let him go to the bathroom and didn't feed him as much as she should. Anyways a nurse working with my brother reported my mom and my dad got full custody. I am so glad to be with my dad but i miss my mom a lot, but i don't want to see her. I feel like if i see my mom i'm not really seeing her. I have grown up with her as my mom but she is not acting like she normally would so i don't know what my mom is really like. I miss her sooooooooo much and i dont know what to do. i used to call her every night but then i stopped and now i really want to call her but i don't know what to say. She'll want to know why i havn't been calling and i cant tell her the truth (that i really didnt want to talk to her). She wont respond to my emails or texts unless its about my brother. I have tried to invite her to come to a musical the my school is putting on (I'm in tech crew) but she wont respond and i really want to know if she cares enough to come because on Valentines day she sent my brother a card and not me and she has always cared about my brother more than me.
I miss her so much and i have cried myself to sleep for the past few days what sould i do???????????