I am 21 years old. I am deaf and I was born deaf. I use American Sign Language since when I was two years old. I taught this to my family and they can communicate with me now. I have a long light brown hair and I love long hair. When I was a kid, I liked to cut my hair to shoulder length. When I was 14 years old, I wanted to cut my hair to shoulder length again. But I became upset after cut my hair and I didn’t like it for the first time because I liked long hair better. When I was 16 years old, I had a long hair and I trim my hair but I became upset and I didn’t like to trim my hair for the first time. I never liked to cut my hair to medium length or shorter than waist length because I liked to have a long hair down to waist length better. But I made the same mistake to cut my hair at eight times in seven years that I didn’t like it because I was a fickle, impulsive and sensitive person about cut my hair.
Every time when I made the same mistake, I told my mom I wanted to cut my hair to medium length or shorter than waist length again. My mom said no to me at many times because she knew I won’t like it but I didn’t listen to her. We went to the salon and my mom whispered to the hairdresser to let cut my hair one or two inches off instead of what I wanted because she didn’t want me to be upset again. After cut my hair, I liked my hair at first but the next day, I started becoming very upset about cut my hair. I became unhappy about cut my hair because I never liked to cut my hair to medium length or shorter than waist length before. I cried and talked to my mom about my hair for two or three months and I made my mom was crazy. When my hair grew back like before cut my hair, I became very happy because I always liked to have a long hair down to waist length better. But over six months or one year later, I started become tired of my long hair and I wanted to cut my hair again.
Last summer, I made the same mistake to cut my hair for the eighth time that I didn’t like it. I became very upset about cut my hair and I still couldn’t stop making the same mistake and I wanted to stop it. I became unhappy about my hair and I cried and talked to my mom about it for two months again. My hair grows back like before cut my hair and I am very happy now because I want to have a long hair at all the time. I won’t cut my hair again for one year because I want my hair to grow down to waist length. I don’t think about cut my hair again and I hope I won’t think about it again. Please help me how do I stop making the same mistake to cut my hair that I didn’t like it before so I can keep a long hair until when I become older?
