Me and my BFF love emo stuff but fashion is just... beautiful. I cant think straight. Everything is just in a huge blur. I know that i cant be both but having to choose hurts. I feel physically sick because of this. I even became more depressed. Im loud and fun but also shy and have stage-fright. I LOVE music, more than anything. Its my everything. All that I am. Im also 13... Almost in HS. I know it will be hell if i cant figure this out. I have brown hair and dark-brown eyes. Ill post a pic later if i can but just a warning: im ugly. Anyways, i really, REALLY need help. Please... Someone... Anyone?