... bullied and I think that may have something to do with it. I want to be out going and have fun being in my teens but I want to fit in but also stay true to who I am. Can someone please help me!
Hey, keep your head up. 15 is an odd age. You are still trying to figure out who you are, where you fit and what you like. A lot of that is clouded by trying to just fit in with people who also dont know who they are, or what the heck they are doing. Things do get better and easier. I suggest you find something you enjoy, whatever that may be. Find an online group about that hobby,make some friends that way. And try to remember, you will find happiness and friendship. But no-one has it easy at this age, even if it looks like they do.
Whatever it is you love to do, do it. Become passionate about it. Embrace it. Join clubs and groups about it. Just be you. Do what makes you happy. When you are passionate and happy, more people will naturally be drawn to you. Remember that when it comes to friends, quality is better than quantity. Dont worry about being popular. Worry instead about your happiness, both now and in the future. I hope you make a good friend. One that helps support and defend you. I hope the bullying stops. Good luck out there.