Her an I have know each other for about 3 years now our friendship grew to friends, to best friends then friends with benefits then I asked her out and told her I loved her about 6 months ago,

She did cheat on my with the guy she liked but they where super drunk it was a small dunk party 4 friends, I know all of them really well.

recently I broke up with her, I didn't want it neither did she but she was confused and needed time to think she says she doesn't know if she likes this other guy so I told her she could kiss him when I said it to her I started crying I haven't cryed in 4 years or so I'm scared my stomach has been hurting for 6 days now which is a sign that I am worried and scared appearenty.