Ever since I was a little girl, my parents have been physically and emotionally abusing me. It's always me,but sometimes they do it to my sisters too. Everyday I hear about how dumb,stupid and pathetic I am. I hear about how I should just go die because I am an embarrassment to the family. I am so close to breaking and I've tried to commit suicide so many times.. The only person keeping me strong is my boyfriend who supports me and hates how my parents act towards me. He's the only one I let see me cry, he's the only reason I'm alive today. He lives in another state which makes it harder for him to do anything. He says I should run away or change my identity,but I'm not sure.. I think running away is a good idea, but I don't know if I should. Is it a good idea? I thoroughly despise my parents and in my opinion, they don't deserve to be called parents because their way of parenting is horrible. No matter what I do, I will never be good enough for them. Please help me..
Seek help fast, contact child protective services. Not sure whAt ur entire situation is but sounds like u n ur sisters need to get help immediately. I know it's scary n difficult but ur a child n deserve to live life to the fullest n be receiving love n affection. Sometimes adults say things out of anger due to their own trouble or self esteem issues. When that happens just remember u are beautiful smart n one day u will be an adult and will have the freedom of being where u wanna be n who u wanna be! Life can be wonderful, don't give up just because ur going down a bumpy road. Look ahead, embrace ur sister with love n reassure them that u have each other n set ur goals in life. Wish I could help u n hug u, stay strong n read inspirational stories as I have in my time of need! Reach out to a relative or someone quick!