So, I started cutting myself in sixth grade. I did it because, believe or not, I was going through a bunch of shit. I thought it could help me.
So when I first did it, it stung some.

I keep stopping for like a month, but something keeps attracting me to cutting again.

Now I'm in seventh grade, and my whole forearm is covered in cut marks. When I do it, I feel pleasure. Like, the pain is gone.

No matter how hard I try, I always get drawn back to continuing.

My mother knows about my cuts, but she doesn't seem to care. I want to stop. How can I get help? I don't want to end up killing myself because of this?
Please, I'm only 12.