Seriously seeking for help! I joined a company of a size about 100 six months ago. Right now I feel no one likes me and most of them are not that friendly any more. I even heard some gossiping about me. I feel people want me to leave the company. I do not know what to do. First of all, I have my own issues. I have anxiety and I am also a novice to this job. At the beginning I may have asked simple questions, even some stupid questions. Also I am kind of slow. It took me more time than it should to get things done because I am so careful that I spent extra time to double check. I am not good at social and sometimes may be awkward when interact with others. My feeling is that my colleagues and boss want me to resign instead of firing me. Another issue is that I was brought into my group without being interviewed by anyone in this group. I was interviewed by an upper manager and he decided to bring me on board and sent me to my current group. My review in three months was good (4/5). My review in six months was also good (4/5). I even got a 13% raise. My questions are:
1. I like this job a lot, but I feel I cannot work with my colleagues effectively. When I request information I am not getting what I needed also sometimes I do not know what is needed or what to ask. Should I stay or resign?
2. One of my work experience was not truthful. I worked as part-time but the resume looks like fulltime. And I really did not do the much work as stated. My GPA was 2.8 but put down a 3.0. I feel guilty and worry. Will the company fire me if they find out my exaggeration?
3. I do not know why I got good performance review and a raise. Is it possible my boss tried to be nice to me so I looks good when I look for a new job?
4. I talked to my boss once and he said I am just doing fine. Was my boss truthful to me? Or I think too much?
5. Any suggestion and advice would be greatly appreciated! Thanks!