So, me this girl have and been chatting for a while now. She helps a lot when I get too stressed or upset. When I am talking to her I feel so happy. But we are across the world from each other and aren’t allowed to meet until either her or I can pay for the trip. We have kinda talked about what we are going to do when we meet. (Ex, traveling all over the world, watching every horror movie out there, etc) I haven’t told my parents because I have trust issues and off and on anxiety. So I was hoping someone on here could help me. It would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
What exactly is it that you would like help with?
Currently, you're not in a terrible situation, relatively. Anxiety is terrible, yes, and may worsen depending on the natural course of things; however, if you wanna do something about it in the long term, you have to decide to ask for help, from someone nearby who can. I'm not dismissing the value of a person who makes themselves available and can calm you down remotely, far from it; yet I think a safety net has greater merit than a lifeline under some circumstances.