I have been alone for most of the time over the years. There are almost no friends, I don't communicate with anyone at the university. In principle, this state of affairs does not cause any particular discomfort for me. But all the same, starting next year I would like to somehow change this state of affairs, since there is a feeling that I am living wrongly. I tried to start communication with someone, but all these attempts, alas, were not very successful, and even then, I felt discomfort during this.