... relationship before because he has un healed Trauma from not having a father. He doesn’t know how a relationship should be. I told him I had feelings for him months ago and he told me he isn’t ready for a relationship and that he truly needs to heal. I told him I had to let him go because It would be too hard for me. I got this text a couple days ago: You’ve been on my mind recently mostly just how thankful I was to have you in my life. I know you don’t trust me or believe me but I just wanna let you know I miss you and that you were really good to me. You’re a special person and you touch me in a special way. I’m reaching out to you because I’m becoming more of myself more of a man facing my problems are on. I’m sorry that I got you involved in my trauma and emotional problems I never meant to hurt you. I understand if you don’t even wanna hear this but I’m trying to Heal.
so what does this even mean? He hasn’t said anything to me since