Im 20, young I know. Ive been diagnosed with different mental disorders. I'm not sure whats wrong with me to be honest. I currently take 200mg quetiapine, 150mg Venlafaxine, Lorazepam and promethazine for sleep. Aswell as herbal stuff.

Even on this I'm a wreck, I feel depressed and I cant control my moods, when I was off my medication this was even worse, Ive been taking some kind of medicine for 5 years now and hated taking it but after years of fighting it I complied.

I'm very obsessive, ocd is so severe, I cant take any kind of change and if something does it makes me feel like I want to die and that's not me being over the top.