Her an I have know each other for about 3 years now our friendship grew to friends, to best friends then friends with benefits then I asked her out and told her I loved her about 6 months ago,
She did cheat on my with the guy she liked but they where super drunk it was a small dunk party 4 friends, I know all of them really well.
recently I broke up with her, I didn't want it neither did she but she was confused and needed time to think she says she doesn't know if she likes this other guy so I told her she could kiss him when I said it to her I started crying I haven't cryed in 4 years or so I'm scared my stomach has been hurting for 6 days now which is a sign that I am worried and scared appearenty.
She tells me everything, she wanted me to break up with her, she loves me allot and I love her allot too she says she is just confused, I do have feelings for her, she was drunk when she cheated on me and instantly told me the next following morning what happened I did forgive her I was very depressed, btw she made out with him that's all I meant and he was grabbing her breasts her bra was off shirt on, and apparently trying to go down her pants but she stopped that part, she also lives 10 minutes from me, right now she is in town we live in a little community 40 mins from town she stayed at our friends house to talk to the guy and to figure everything out she is coming to my house in the afternoon I think, we did go back to best friends for now and we still do love each other allot we did have one last make out session after our break up last night.
Thank you so much for helping me out and giving your time for this, I am just really scared my stomach won't stop hurting my mom says it because I either have gas or am depressed about something/scared its been a whole week now since she cheated on me.