... Hello. I'm 15 and my stepdad used to be really aggressive and an asshole when he can't have sex?with my mom.I'm not abused or anything in that way,but whenever I say something,can be "funny" or sarcasm he always talks to like he's the almighty god and shit.
He uses my mom,I should say,like last week.We went to Mallorca and mom paid everything.And I MEAN everything.I actually tried to stab him with a knife,and at twice with a little scissor.Mom was there so nothing happened but I really hate him if he talks to my mom as if he did everything.Mom pays almost every bill,and he's on the net watching porn.There was one time when they were arguing and mom told me to go in my room and call the police.I slowly backed from him and then WOOSH
Lock my room grab the cell phone and out the window.
I climbed down under the stairs in the basement and called the police.That was the 2nd time they took him out of the house but only for 2 weeks.He said my mom is a whore and at that mom slapped him.Serves him right,but he hit back so hard,my mom's left eye was all purple.The Doc even said just a little harder and she even could be blind because he hit something near her eye or something...
So yeah..If he hits me the 3rd time or mom,then he'll go to jail.Asshole.
I even asked my mom why she won't make a divorce or how you say,she said some things about money,and that she can't go to the streets with me or we'll be taken back to Hungary because she owes money.And she goes in jail too,but she is already paying off.An other bill.You know when people take money because they need it.No good in english =D
So...Can somebody help me?
My mom lived in this for like 10 or more years with Dad and I said she DOESN'T NEED TO CONTINUE A LIFE LIKE THIS!
I don't want to live..I'm getting depressed and locking myself more away from everybody just to protect myself...Is this okay?
PS.:I'm trying to find out the password for his pc later and I'm planning to take my revenge by moving a virus on his computer that crashes it down.For ever .
REVENGE!NO PORN FOR YOU BITCH!
Please I need quickly an answer...Thank you...

A helpless girl in her room