So i am 13 and i dont know what to do anymore. I dont have a very stable home. Always yelling in it some how or me getting hurt by my brother. (brother 15 mentally ill ADHD) My mom dosent even try to listen.... I have cut alot... My school is fine though...I am just depressed when i get home.... All i want to do is die... I cry every night..... I am always stuck in this house... What Do I DO?
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First, understand that you're far from the only person in this kind of situation. Don't feel as if no one is going to understand how it looks from your perspective, because a lot of people go through similar or the same things as you are.
If you're legitimately being abused at home and it's giving you these kinds of thoughts, I strongly recommend that you talk to your school counselors and get help. Don't be worried about them judging you, it's literally their job to listen and help troubled students.
I know its just every time i try to talk to some one i cant tell them the whole story
I don't live like that(no offence) but I've be bullied my whole life and yelled at my whole life. But I do get picked on by my brother and try to talk to another adult let it out and relax. Maybe read a book or something that will calm you down. Try to tell your brother how you feel. I did all these things and I calmed down and got through it. Also if you need to hit something,may I suggest a pillow. This should hopefully help you. Try it some time.
CPS came to my house but that did not help because when i want to live with a friend she says no you have a perfect life and then she gets pissed and cps wont let me stay anywhere unless i am with my brother and my friends wont know how to deal with him.