(I’m so sorry for my English.) This morning I witnessed special events. It happened about half an hour after the alarm rang, I was awake, but I had a little longer time. Not usually lie in bed a long time, but yesterday I had a very busy day. I live in a dorm with two classmates. Although they are nice, we're not too close.
I was lying on the side, my back facing the girls (face facing the wall). I suddenly felt that somebody touched me. I had closed my eyes.
First I had a pretty good feeling, I thought it was someone from my family (currently I don’t have boyfriend) who wanted me to wake up.
But then I realized that I'm not home. I stayed lying and I made no movement. One roommate left the room before, so I thought it was the other roommate. But she never touched me before.
It occurred to me that she is sleeping. In the past, she said she was sleepwalking child. I was scared, but I still did not move. Someone or something has received a strong hug from behind around the waist. I felt like someone was lying on my back.
After a while I heard a roommate to breathe (she was sleeping). I began to worry even more.
I do not know how long that moment lasted, but it was very strong hug. If I was not afraid, I think I could break free from the embrace. I was very scared, so I was hoping that it's just my roommate (who is sleepwalking). I felt very uncomfortable. Why is she doing this? It must be her.
After a while (I do not know how long it takes) I heard that the other roommate returned to the room. I lay motionless, I pretended to be asleep.
I don’t want her to think, that we have a relationship together. I do not want any relationship with her, why did she do it? I felt very bad.
But when the other roommate came back, he did not look in surprise. That was strange. Then I realized that the roommate still asleep in bed.
I dreamed it? I imagined it?
If I dreamed, why it was so real touch and feelings so intense? On average, I can distinguish dream from reality, sometimes there are situations when I hesitate. But when I got up today and in the bathroom thinking about the whole event I had no doubt I had to happen.
If I thought it would be, why would I imagine that embrace me roommate? Why, for example, it was not a boy that interest me? In the morning I felt very bad. What does this mean?
Please advise me, Am I fine?
Thank You for your answer