Ever since I was a little girl, my parents have been physically and emotionally abusing me. It's always me,but sometimes they do it to my sisters too. Everyday I hear about how dumb,stupid and pathetic I am. I hear about how I should just go die because I am an embarrassment to the family. I am so close to breaking and I've tried to commit suicide so many times.. The only person keeping me strong is my boyfriend who supports me and hates how my parents act towards me. He's the only one I let see me cry, he's the only reason I'm alive today. He lives in another state which makes it harder for him to do anything. He says I should run away or change my identity,but I'm not sure.. I think running away is a good idea, but I don't know if I should. Is it a good idea? I thoroughly despise my parents and in my opinion, they don't deserve to be called parents because their way of parenting is horrible. No matter what I do, I will never be good enough for them. Please help me..