I'm 14 and in grade 9, I don't know why i feel so depressed, I was bullied maybe 2 months ago, but it feels as if the depression was hiding and waiting for one thing to trigger it. That happened and i can't take it. People hate me and i don't know why i scratch myself, i stoped about 2 weeks ago; the last time i did it I drew blood. I went to my guidance consellour at school and she's helping me, i think. I Still feel bad i cant tgo to bed without crying. I'm not perfect and people hate me for reasons i dont know. I'm really attached to music, it's saved my life countless times from suicide. I have a gift to be able to make up music in my head easily. And it helps... a little.
Depressed Issue HELP PLEASE?
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- 3+ months ago by simply_Ba...
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- depression, feel, depressed, issue, grade
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The only true feeling you ever get is happines. nothing others say can hurt you. people do stupid things. The people who hate you, tell them about you. Thats how i stopped being hated. The gift of life is priceless. The body and mind god gave you is here for a reason. Suicide is not an option my friend. God is always there for you. Let the troubles flow out of the spirit and mind. There are many ways to overcome depression, but suicide isnt one of them. There is always someone thinking about you. Always someone who cares about you. Remember this whenever youre feeling depressed. Crying is just the first step to heal. Regain yourself and forgot about the past: it is the future thats important.
"Today is a gift,thats why its called the present. tomorrow is a mystery, the future holds the truth.and the past is Both forgotten and remembered."
Hi simply_BariSax,
If people bully you and you feel really bad about it and you want to commit suicide, just think of all of the things that you have got and what it would mean to commit suicide.
Suicide basically means that you give up on the game of life;think of life as Super Mario Bros. If you give up on the game you do not know what might be at the end and what happiness that game will give you. Sure, life has its problems, but giving up on the game means that you lose the game. But, instead, in life, if you lose the game, there are no retries, no restarts, and you lose everything that you have gained so much in life.
Tactics to calm yourself down when you are thinking about commiting suicide:
1. Calm yourself down, think about music, or making music.
2. Try and force a smile because a forced smile can lead to a non-forced smile, making you happier.
3. Talk to the school counselor if you are thinking of suicide.