I'm 14 and in grade 9, I don't know why i feel so depressed, I was bullied maybe 2 months ago, but it feels as if the depression was hiding and waiting for one thing to trigger it. That happened and i can't take it. People hate me and i don't know why i scratch myself, i stoped about 2 weeks ago; the last time i did it I drew blood. I went to my guidance consellour at school and she's helping me, i think. I Still feel bad i cant tgo to bed without crying. I'm not perfect and people hate me for reasons i dont know. I'm really attached to music, it's saved my life countless times from suicide. I have a gift to be able to make up music in my head easily. And it helps... a little.