My dad left my mom before I was born. She said another man was my father, to make sure I havea good childhood. So basically, she lied to me and I found out when I was 9 1/2. It hurts a lot now. Right after I turned 6, my mom got herself arrested. My siblings went with their dad,and I had nobody except my grandmother, and I didnt see my mom or siblings for two years. None of the emotional pain will go away, and it is torture. The closest thing I have to a father is currently on his way to being dead. Everything in life reminds me of those things, so even more pain. Im starting to think I did something wrong in a previous life or something. I know people have it worse then me, and I don t want to here anything about that. Is it possible that a shy, sensitive, caring, wuss like myself did something wrong before I was born, or is it just bad luck?
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First off, I want to say I'm sorry for the difficult situations you've had to go through. More importantly though, no, of course none of those situations are your fault, it's your parents. Life hurts sometimes. A lot of times it's not fun. But don't forget about the positive things. Even if they are few, remember your parents for the good times. Whoever you are, you are a brilliant, unique, awesome, caring person, so remember that to.