I might not have depression. I need to be diagnosed yet, but it's the closest thing to what I'm feeling. I'm sorry if it offends you in any way. I'm scared to get her to take me to wherever it is you go to be diagnosed because if I ask her to she'll just say that I have no reason to be depressed. I don't know if I have depression, all I know is that I'm sad pretty much all of the time, I want to die and I self harm. I apologise again if this offends you or if you think I'm not being sincere about this, I am really. I just need help, so if you can help me I'd be really grateful.