I basically crushed on a guy intermediately last year and turns he was crushing on me since the year before.He was all out to impress & lo and behold I fell for him in a span of 6 months. I'm uncertain if I've fallen for him or the version of him he portrayed to me. This year after a long conversation and a slight probe he told me I'm his first love & that he feels strongly about me.(He has planned our wedding!) I don't know if what I'm doing is right because being in this relationship is causing me to lie to my parents about it & I haven't kept things from my parents before so this eats at my conscious.We haven't done anything as such.....Just 2 conversations face to face and a short hug. We mostly chat on Insta since we're in different schools and hardly meet.We met in church basically...... He's also my teacher's son. He's really sweet & always says stuff that'll make me feel good. He makes stuff that to me feel like flaws in myself seem like my strengths. He makes me feel in ways I've never felt before & has taught me to value myself. Every time we text I not only fall for him a little more but learn to love myself way more....... It's like I want to end it just to stick to my moral values.