(2)big house. parents pay for everything. great boyfriend. finished high school. going into college...but all i do is lay in bed wishing there were some way i could kill myself without it hurting..i have no one to talk to..im afraid with this society no one will take me seriously and tell me to just stop being emo...but i dont know what to do..and im seriously wanting to commit suicide...i feel like i have nothing to live for..and i just really dont care.. my parents dont know about any of this because they too just think i should suck it up...help..im desperate
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Most of the time long term depression has to do with a chemical imbalance in your brain, whether it's a gland that is producing too much of a chemical or too little. It wouldn't matter if you had everything in the world you ever wanted you still wouldn't be content because the elements aren't there to give you that ability to feel happy. You really need to talk to a doctor because it sounds serious. If your parents don't support you or don't believe you, you need to go by yourself or with your boyfriend. I was young not too long ago and I felt invincible and that my health would always work itself out or eventually just go away but the longer you wait to talk to a doctor the longer you're going to have to go through this. If you have a family doctor go see him or find a psychologist that accepts your insurance. You CAN feel better, but it might take a little time to work with a professional and find out what is happening. Hopefully I helped a little.....
I know that I am answering this late, I sure hope this can help you. When you are in need of someone to listen to you, turn to God. He will listen to you anytime, and be there for you all the time! Talk to a counselor at a church. I agree that there is some chemical imbalance going on within you, I too have been in your shoes, but for other reasons. I have a minor in psychology, so I am aware of the physical reasons of why you are feeling the way you are, but in the past couple of years, I have been listening to a christian radio station, and it has helped me in so many ways!
Keep your head high! You have so much to live for, don't give up on yourself now. Think of everyone that will be affected if you make the wrong choice. Choose life ~ you can't go wrong!
Good advice