This is very personal to me and I'd appreciate it if you'd show some respect while answering this question, thank you.
I have never really worried about my weight. I ate what my parents gave me and stayed a healthy weight. Now that I'm 13 I have picked up some really bad habits. There are muesli bars that my mum keeps buying... I eat too many. They taste really nice and before I eat them I tell myself it wont hurt but then afterwards I feel like crap. My mum teases me and says I'll get fat if I eat too much, and I know she's trying to be mean but I don't think she knows how much it really means. I keep on binge eating, buying candy and chocolate from the corner store and just eating too much. I never really was a food person but now I just find myself eating too much. I really want my mum to stop buying junk, but I have other people in my house that like to eat that and I don't want to be selfish. I have only gained 2-3 pounds in the last few months but it scares me. I do ballet and I'm getting really serious in it. I feel like I'm going to get big and theres nothing I can do to hide it. If anyone has experience with eating disorders and things please help. I can't keep living like this. I have though about purging but I can't bring myself to do it... yet. I'd really appreciate it if you'd help. thank you