... like I know my body needs to eat and I know it needs its nutrients I just don't have a Appatite I just don't know why I'm not anorexic I just can't eat I like food I really do I just can't it like I do but its 1 times day 2 of I'm Lucky I'm 18 I'm 6'5 and I weigh 130 with clothes on and I don't like it lol and the reason why I think is because 2 years ago I was going to kill myself I was in a terrible place my grandma died my moms an instigator and my dad is just ughhhhh but anyway I was there 5 days and I barley are anything all the food was gross like pizza tasted like cardboard with pepper and ketchup it was GROSSbut ever since then I've only been able to eat 1-2 times a day and I just am not happy with my weight but I don't know what to do about it and if it helps I've always been skinny but not tall like I've been this weight for a few years now and before I went into the hospital or insane asylum if you want to call it that I could go to McDonald's and eat 2 mc chickens 2 double cheeses fries snack wraps large ice tea and everything not that I would eat that now because it's horrible for you but you catch my drift I just drop dead lost my Appatite I don't know why and if it helps I also smoke pot on a regular basis I do no other drugs not even Advil I hope somone can tell me what's wrong thanks have a nice day :)
