There's this guy who once liked me and now he doesn't because the past has become involved. From the past becoming involved, he scared to have a relationship with me because he thinks I'm crazy. Actually my past was horrible including having a gun involved. There's one problem I never even told him about my past because I thought it didn't matter. My actions from my past including my actions from the past...Which include paranoid has came along in my present. I can't enjoy my present because of the gun situation threats...Etc..Including harassment's...I'm tired of saying I'm sorry to this guy...My past has changed everything for my present and I don't know how to fix it please help me what can I say? I'm in too deep because I have been quiet trying to control it.