I have a long term boyfriend by 8 years. I got a job and this guy and I trained together. For about a month in half we flirted with each other. He knew I had a boyfriend. But I'm not that happy but I can't leave him because I'd feel bad. Owell going to be getting married in a couple years. The boy and I came to be talking buddies. I flirted because there is something about him, but he could be a player, or not even like me like that. We never exchanged numbers hung out or anything because I would never allow myself to do that or go that far. He kept asking me what I was doing for my birthday I said my boyfriend or I don't really do that stuff after years it gets old. Then he came to where I was working and asked again then said make sure he gets you something real loud in front of others. Which I'm embarrassed to talk to him in front of other employees. Eventually I got moved up we don't see each other much he seen me and asked how I was doing then he said you don't even talk to me anymore your miss prissy. Which I'm not. Then we talked today I said see I'm talking. He said ya when no one is around. I said yeah cause people will think I'm a whore. Which I never ever cheated, never flirted with anyone until I met him. I only slept with one guy which is my boyfriend. But after our chat today we kept running into each other I just ignored him because I am in front of people. He kinda looked upset but idk, he is real good lookingno ggirlfriendiI'm sure he has bed buddies. I tried to find him after to tell him I'm not being rude just busy never did though. I fell bad. Idk I think it is a little crush, which I never had a crush in my life not even with my boyfriend. Idk. I think it's for the best. Am I being rude?
