I suffer from depression, sometimes when i get too upset or stressed or anything it gets worse and i have suicidal thoughts. This is not "attention seeking" or im not lying either. I get therapy for it.

Anyway..

When i had suicidal thoughts for about a week i took 6 co-codamol 30mg-500mg (i think it was) on Saturday but ended up vomitting, got very tired and kept falling asleep, boiling all day and night with a bit of a headache. Then couple days after i took 4 co-codamol with 2 different ones ibrofen (cant remember the name) but i felt fine.
2/3 days ago i took 8 paracetamols (500mg) one days and the next day the thoughts have gone worse so i took 16 paracetamols.

Am i on risk with having any damage? I have pains on my left side (they keep coming for about 2 minutes and go) , stomach pains and toilet trouble. Is it the tablets damaging my body? Am i on risk?

Please no hate or judgements I cant handle my depression at times:(