A little context to my situation:
I have just recently graduated from High School with a very mediocre GPA never took the SAT/ACT, and while all my friends have progressed in moving onto college / technical school I am here doing nothing. My mother for one is constantly asking me to apply to five schools and I can’t even do that. I end up procrastinating and everyday repeats exactly as it followed. I don’t know exactly what I would even major in college. Some of the self diagnosis I gave myself was perhaps my intelligence, as I never excelled in anything academic related, but I also never tried. This lead to me for days to weeks affixed on IQ and intelligence as a whole. I then focused on self improvement which has also crashed and burned. Usually I would know what the next step is, and or what to do, but I don’t this time. I feel like I am playing catch up.
So, what should I do to move forward? I have zero will, determination, aspirations, ambition, future picture, etc. What should I do?