My BMI is within the normal range at the moment but my weight is dropping really quickly.
Alot of stuff have happened recently and i felt that the only thing i could control is my weight. I feel really fat, i look really fat.
Ive been restricting my food and i have been going about 3 days without eating anything. I feel fatter whenever i eat anything. I even find it difficult to drink water as it makes me bloated. last week i ended up hallucinating because i hadnt eaten anything for a few days and i hadnt drank anything that day.
I know it is unhealthy and its not safe, but i just cant stop it. I feel extreme guilt whenever i eat. Recently i have even started to purge whenever i eat because i feel so bad about it.
Im so ashamed about all of this and i just dont know what to do anymore