When I was 8 yrs old (boy), a female cousin of age 16 used me to please herself sexually a couple of times and months later my oldest sister who was 18 yrs old at the time (10 yrs difference) did the same, used me sexually for over 1 year at least. All this of course with the enormous fear of getting caught, then she switched me for one of my male cousins (my same age). I´ve always had some personality and emotional dysfunction so I was wondering the long term effect, ways to improve on them, and if there is some kind of compensation I ought to get.