I'm 16 years old and I'm at boarding school. A couple of guys have asked me out (and a couple of girls) but I say no I'd rather be friends, and maybe do stuff too if I like them. I have only had sex with one boy though. I don't want a relationship because very soon my life will be over and I am bipolar so I act out and hurt people, and I don't want to let people I care about down. I have a disease which means my lungs are shriveling but no one knows here. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I want to meet the right boy to keep me happy, what should I do?