My doctor put me on disability in april. I was getting sick every day at work getting out early barely working. I didn't know it was going to last this long or be this bad!! My job is being put on hold. I don't think i can go back to that job due to my health condition it would only make it worse. My question is if i tell my job to stop holding my job "quit" will i lose my disability benefits. I really need the money for bills dr apointments and medicine. I am in california.