I have lvl 2 ncea yr 12 boy, i have a demanding mum who loves me and would play for school and any sport for me but something i want to be like a normal kid and not ever feel so guilty taking their money because when i do mum makes me feel super bad and it's only $5 , im not sure do i leave my roots and go work and leave home, also with work i have a girlfriend who ive been with for a couple of years, at school i can see her after school where work could mean i see less of her and i love her so much, im sick of life and home but so scared to make my next step? Should i stay home and stick to school with my freinds and have no money or should i leave and and get a job to start moving forward in my life? If im being stuipid here and you think its stupid tell me because its making my life so confusing? What should i do thats for your timeā¤ (im getting sick of my controlling mum she wants me and allways pushes me away then crys for me back) (but shes mum and love her but its happening to much) please help thanks