A year ago I did not care at all. I wasn't overweight but I had a muffin top. I had a healthy BMI but I was fat. Looking back at my old pictures from last year I realized that I was fat. I even asked my friends what they thought and at first they were like no you're fine and I was like please be honest and they said I was fat in those pictures. So many people told me I got so much skinnier. I drop 10 lbs (I know it doesn't seem like a lot but for a short person it is I got slim thighs and slim waist and almost completely flat stomach from having muffin top, thunder thighs and much wider waist) and I don't have a flat stomach yet but I am almost there have lower self esteem then when I was fat, had thunder thighs and a muffin top. I don't get it at all. I don't expect anyone toreally understand but I don't get why all of a sudden I started becoming more aware of my stomach every morning when I'm skinnier and it bothers me but when I was fatter it didn't bother me at all.
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