I cut for over half of my life, I wore baggy clothes, pant always and long sleves in the summer even. I have stopped since then and now I notice the scars more than anything. A lot have faded but I have much more than just a lot and in all different places. My boyfriend hasn't noticed yet, I'm used to the reaction to when people see them so I know he hasn't and at work they haven't either but I know eventually they will both. Scar removers don't work and tanning didn't help enough. All that darkness and pain is in my past. I don't want to be asked why again, I know it will only hurt again and I will never go back there. Also, recently I had an infident where I returned to my old way of easing pain. I need to make it heal quickly, how can I do that?
