There is a guy who wanted to date me couple of years ago, but I refused him. Then I met him couple of times again, but we didn't really talk. Then we met at a party and he told me there thatt he would be still interested in going for a date with me. The problem is that I started to have health problems - pressure in head and that was putting me down. But anyway, I texted him that we could meet, he wasn't replying and I supposed he wasn't interested, so I invited my friend over and we were drinking. Then suddenly he called me that he would be passing my house in a minute, so we could arrange a date. I didn't feel drunk, so I said ok. But unfortunately, during the time we were in the car, the alcohol started to work and I even have a black out. I think I completely buggered this up. Next day I apologized, but blamed my health problems for my behaviour. He said that everything was ok and that he understands I am not well. Then I was leaving country in 2 days, but now I am back and can't stop thinking about this embarassing moment, because I really care about him. Do you think I should still try and text him? This time I wouldn't drink, of course.. :)
