I have friends and family, and nothing at the same time. Everyone I know has a job, boyfriend/girlfriend/married or is working and living on their own. I don't have any of this, I'm stuck in my room and I hate it. I've been job searching for years and can't get anything, I can't even get a stupid drivers license because I failed the vision test and I need new glasses. I ask myself, what's the point of living if I can't be useful. I often fantasize about being hit by a car to get it over with. I honestly hate life.