I have always LOVED boys for as long as I can remember. I've even dated 2 boys before. I just moved to a new school and I've made friends. There's my best friend (girl) lets call her Danielle (not her real name). There's also this boy that I have a huge crush on. Lets call him Spencer (not his real name). Whenever I'm around Spencer I blush and get really nervous. When I'm with Danielle I act myself and have just have so much fun when she's around. When I met Danielle, the first thing I thought was wow she's really pretty. Wait what ? Did I really just think that ? I just pushed that thought out of my head and continued on. The other day we were walking home together like any other day and she just grabbed my hand and held it as we were walking. She thought of it as nothing shes just walking home with her friend but I felt.... Different about it. I liked it. A lot to be honest. I don't feel like this with any of my other girl friends it's just Danielle. Now whenever I see her I get happy and hope that she'll grab my hand like before. The thing is is that Danielle is straight. She talks about boys 24/7.
Now I know your probably thinking that I'm too young to be thinking so hard about this but I just can't help it. I really need help to figure out what if I'm bi or not. I never considered it once in my life before cause I do love guys. I even thought about what it would be like to be in a relationship with Danielle and I think I would like it. She's the only girl I can imagine being with though. If you have anything you can say to help me I would appreciate it so much. Thanks :)