I was 11 the guy was 13 or 14. sexual harassment and mild assault. Still can't get over it, I'm scared at the doctors and around guys. Not man people know and thats not changing sorry. I'm 13 now.
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I know you don't want to tell the doctor or your parents, but I think counseling is what would help the most. Maybe a guidance counselor at school, you can say you are concerned about a friend and not use any names? Someone at church, if you go to church? If you really can't or won't do these things I think reading about it can help. Check at the library or bookstore, even legit websites online. I went through something VERY similar I was assaulted as a teen and then as a young adult in college. Don't let it harm you for life! You may be surprised how many people will understand and won't judge. It is not your fault. Reading about it is the safest, check out the library say its for a project at school. Read privately in a corner you don't even need to check out the books. The best though is to tell an adult you trust. Even if you say it's about someone else or a topic you are doing a project on for health class. Don't think you are all alone!
You do need to tell your parents and they will help you & if they see you need counselling help they will get it for you. It is not your fault so try to explain it to your mother and tell her how it makes you feel.If too scared try a teacher you trust or a pastor who will help you to tell your parents. If it is not dealt with soon you may have those fears the rest of your life causing multiple worse problems.Also talk to God about it as He will hear and help you.A Baptist Pastor is a good place to start.
it may be that you need counseling to help get you through it more sense can be made of that sense your having so much trouble you need to seek someone to talk to and get better results then you have now the dr is your dr no need to be afraid of them they are there to help take care of your needs.